Some things are too much for you to handle, and too heavy for you to carry. Even Jesus was said to have had some help carrying His cross up to Calvary. God will send you some help so be encouraged, and do not try to do everything on your own. If it were meant for you to go through something alone - you would. So do not reject the help that God sends you or your rejecting God.
"Don’t give it up, give it over”
Psalm 55:22
Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.
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